Two Years

Here we are....another year. I know you are telling EVERYONE to give you presents and bring you cake because you have been in Heaven for two years. It's alright, but you are probably annoying the hell out of everyone, but you do deserve it.
I miss you.
I Love you to the moon and back.
Stay Noble and Kind.

Two years

two years ago I woke up this morning begging my mom to take Allie to the vet. I knew that she was breathing differently and heavily. I was scared. She would also not eat and then eat. I thought her paw was hurting her. That afternoon the vet gave my mom thousands of pills because Allie had Congestive Heart Failure. I of course freaked out and started crying.
Allie---Hope you are living it up this weekend and eat a lot of bacon, pasta, and cake!
Love you!

CA

And I would have told you everyday that I loved you. If only we could go back to two years ago....

Lucky 13

October 13 or was it the 12th? Was one of the last time I said I love you to you.  I mean, it wasn't the last time, but all I remember is that I got down on your level and told you that mom would be back soon and that I love you too. And then took you out around midnight. I miss that. You know you laying down in your spot near the stairs and the sound of you walking.
Like I said before, I Love you too.

Love

If someone would have told me two years ago that you would be dead in exactly four weeks. I wouldn't have believed them and I would have covered my ears and told them to stop talking. Yeah, I'm glad that I didn't know because everything came natural and I took care of you and nurtured you when mom was away. I'm so happy that we had some really nice memories. Like twelve days before you died I laid down with you and told you that I loved you and then took you outside. But at the same time if I had known... I would have begged mom not to have gone because you needed her more.

Fall. October.

It's October, which means its been almost two full years since you have died...and the only thing that I can think of is you and how I am so happy that we had those last few weeks. One of my favorite memories from your last few weeks is when you jumped up on the sofa, after we banned you from the big bed. You were/are the best!

More soon....

Penang

You had a killer smile
that could trap any girl
into wanting to become
your girlfriend.
I guess that's why
my brain
and my heart
aren't connecting
because I became a whole
different person
when I was near you.
I was happy, carefree, and
confident.
A few months ago
I saw you as we
were both driving.
I had those feelings back and they felt  good.
Like there wasn't any bad feelings after the good feelings.
A week later, I told my mom that I felt feelings
and then a week later she brought up their Michigan trip.
But I don't want anything to happen on my terms.
If anything were to happen. I would want it to happen naturally
around town.
So my parents wanting me to go to Michigan
and think about you
when I want to keep going with my own life and not think or force anything upon me
threatened my since of self because I finally found a place where I was (and still am ) happy with rocking myself and at the same time keeping an open mind where my life takes me.

us

it's been almost two years since you died,

 and in 9 days it will be your half birthday...

just want you to know that you were the best dog ever.

until your half birthday,

Caroline

Mothers and Daughters

I can't be
the person
who you want me
to be.
I want to be,
I try to be for a few months
and then
I get this spark in
me that ignites.
But I will keep
On trying to move forward
and become a better person.

Eleven years

All I can say is thank god that the couple got pregnant. Because of them I got the best dog ever!!!!! Because of that couple it became the five of us. Because of that couple, I met and fell in love with you. March 22, 2003 was my best day yet!!!!! Love you always Albals!

09ers

Still an 09er after all of this time. All about second chances. Epic LoVe. Spanning years and continents. Love how it ended, veronica is the best at what she does. Thanks and Love to the cast, rob Thomas, and the creators, and the fans! Weevil will be fine. And veronica fighting that bad guy all on her own was awesome! Ok, as for Keith, his smile when veronica got Logan exonerated was so sweet ! Logan saving Keith's life was way too awesome and how he is still the one to fight for Veronica's honor! Wallace, well he is the best best friend a girl could ever want! Mac, is awesome how she is so witty and a loyal friend! Dick...love his humor! And we'll piz, I'm glad that he still had some power in his relationship. Leo was awesome how he had no clue who veronica was, probably because so many people instantly recognize her! Deputy Sacks...rip and um yeah Gia, um will leave it at that! Looking forward to the book...

Pi day= Private Investigator Day

Um, so in less than an hour it will be pi day aka Private Investigator day (the day the Veronica Mars movie) comes out. This is it. No matter, what we (the fans and the cast and the creators) did it!! We have finally got our movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Epic LoVe. I hear the bells.......

Veronica Mars

To me, I LoVe Veronica Mars. I am proud to be a Marshmellow! I  LoVe Veronica Mars a lot  because Veronica shows young girls how it is more than fine to be a strong and confidant girl, who demands respect from everyone she encounters, while still being a woman and being into fashion and relationships!  I also really enjoyed how the mysteries of the week intertwined with the mystery of the season!! It was quite surprising what happens each season! I also really LoVe the Veronica Mars community--the actors, the writers, the producers, and the fans. Together, everyone made this show break multiple records. Veronica Mars was the fastest project to reach their goal and even exceeded their goal in 24 hours! It is also the first movie to be funded, written, and shown in a span of a year!!!! onica Mars cheered me up multiple times when I was sick or sad, I would watch an episode and feel a million times better! Actually, the first time that I watched Veronica Mars I was on spring break and was sick with a cold. I was almost 13, now seven years later, being almost 20 I can still say that Veronica Mars have saved my life. Last year I left high school for good and was super mad at myself for letting myself get back to a bad place. Until March when the Veronica Mars Kickstarter was announced....and then fully funded! I enjoyed getting updates about the movie and was looking forward to watching the movie in the theater. In the fall, I started college and the Veronica Mars has been my goal of pushing my life (and work) further!!

Although, I am SUPER EXCITIED to watch the movie, I am .01% nervous that it won't live up to my expectations. But, then again I trust Rob Thomas and everyone involved and know that they will make the best movie that the fans would want to watch.

Here are my final predictions for the VERONICA MARS MOVIE!
1. Madison (Veronica's arch nemesis) will be in a relationship with Dax Sheperad's character (Kristen Bell's real life husband) and Veronica (Kristen Bell) will hate Dax's character.
2. Weevil is rich...thanks to owning his successful car business and fixing spoiler's 09'ers girls cars.
3. Dick and Mac are in a relationship---also a great way to go along with the switch at birth story line.
4. Keith and Alicia (Wallace's mom) are married
5. The Kanes went bankrupt
6. Veronica becomes sheriff
7. LoVe reunites their epic love
8. The Fitzpatrick and the Castle killed Logan's girlfriend.
9.
1. Logan gets drunk and says something about being epic
2. Clock will say 3:07
3. Momentary thing will play and Veronica and Logan will both comment on how much they love the song.
4.  At the class reunion, Logan and Gia will be talking and Veronica will say come dance with "Me" and "I hear the bells" will play....

Happy 11th Birthday Allie!

Allie,
Happy 11th Birthday! I hope you are having an AMAZING day today (I'm 100% positive you are as you LOVE both cake and presents...I mean who doesn't, but you were like a drug addict when it came to cake and presents)!
Let's see even though you are no longer here, I still feel your presence.
Like the day after you died, I was watching the baby story and the mom named her daughter Allie.
A few days  before what would have been the 10th anniversary of when we brought you home this happened: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/559914737/the-veronica-mars-movie-project. Yeah, Veronica Mars saved me yet again because it is giving me something to look forward to and to strive for and every time I get an email, I smile because I cannot wait. I feel closer to you while watching VM probably because you were always right there by our side whether it was watching tv, eating dinner, road trips, and walking.
Ray Charles looks exactly like you:

Over the last year or so I have had a few dreams about you, which makes it seem like you are not so far way from me.

And the last one, Jenni (New Jersey  blogger, who drives an Acadia and who's second son was born the day after dad's bday) just gave birth to her daughter today, yes one day before your birthday and she along with mom, dad, and Rebecca are just a few of my role models (for well being awesome and for putting things in perspective for me): http://www.jennifromtheblog.com/2014/01/its-my-babys-birthday.html.

So yeah, even though you are no longer here, you are still very much alive in our hearts and minds (and maybe even as Ray).  Stay beautiful, loving, lovely, and dignified.

You are defiantly a Noble Kind.

(Predicktions for the)Veronica Mars Movie Soundtrack

We Used to Be Friends- The theme song of the show. Will be played at the reunion as a "this song was popular when we were in hs" sorta thing.

I Hear the Bells- LoVe will be driving together in Logan's car and this song will come on through the speaker and LoVe will both say they really love this song.

Momentary Thing--Last song to be played in the movie as loVe kiss and then Logan's door shuts.

I Love it---Popular song today, has the word love in it. Played at the reunion when LoVe is sitting next to each other.

So, that's all because Veronica Mars has always picked really unique, but oh my god(I need to purchase this song now) songs.

VM Predictions

So, even though footage has been released, I can still predict about the Veronica Mars Movie (ahhhh)!!
I think, the person who killed Logan's girlfriend (Cheese, Logan really has bad luck when it comes to his gf's getting killed) is Piz because he knows the LoVe is endgame. Actually, it's probably not Piz, but most likely the Fitzpatricks or the connected guy, or maybe even Logan's half brother Charlie (maybe he got Aaron's genes?)Kidding of course, but that would make this whole VM thing come full circle.
Veronica: Dating Piz, goes to help Logan, goes out on a date with him to get all the details of the night that his gf was murdered. In the car, the song "I hear the bells" play and LoVe both say how they really love this song. Go Back to Keith's house. LoVe talk about all the epic times they had. Logan looks at the time (3:07 am and says he should go, as Logan leaves Veronica says, wait don't go) Veronica successfully discover's that the fitzpatrick's or the connected guy killed logan's gf. the last scene is Veronica and piz spotting a yellow car in the airport parking lot, veronica says she left something and then we see her knocking on Logan's door. LoVe shuts the door and the kiss.
Keith: Married to Wallace's mom (possibly had a kid with her). Helps Veronica find the real Killer of Logan's gf. Sheriff Lamb gets voted out of the offic. Keith is now the Sheriff of Neptune.
Logan: Not the Killer of his gf and same thing as Veronica.
Wallace: A successful engineer. Maybe somewhere in the movie he runs into jackie?
Mac: A successful Computer person and starts falling for Dick.
Weevil: Married to un-known woman, helps V beat out the bad guys, and is running his own car shop
Dick: Living off of Logan, surfs all day and night, starts falling for Mac and become a semi-actual adult.
Piz: Dating Veronica in the beginning of the movie. Goes back to New York alone. On the way home meets Parker on the plane, bond over both of them not having an epic love with Veronica or Logan.
Leo: Is with Keith when they arrest the real killer, Leo gets promoted to a higher job. Married to the journalism teacher and has a son and daughter.
Gia: A prostitute because she has daddy issues.
Madison: Divorced from a wealthy man, looses everything and now the janitor at Neptune high.
Vinnie: still a P.I. and helps the killer (but with the Vinnie Van Lowe special) and is really working for Keith and Veronica.
Duncan: Lilly is 11, is living with his daughter in California and is married to that blonde girl that looks like Veronica, who helped them escape.
Trina: A movie producer who has five kids with her husband Charlie (after they reconnected).
Principle Clemons: Still the (same old cool) principle he always was.