Love

If someone would have told me two years ago that you would be dead in exactly four weeks. I wouldn't have believed them and I would have covered my ears and told them to stop talking. Yeah, I'm glad that I didn't know because everything came natural and I took care of you and nurtured you when mom was away. I'm so happy that we had some really nice memories. Like twelve days before you died I laid down with you and told you that I loved you and then took you outside. But at the same time if I had known... I would have begged mom not to have gone because you needed her more.