I don't really know what to say, but I'm going to write this because I can get my feelings out of me through this blog. first let me just say that I am super proud of myself. I accomplished a lot this summer and not only did I improve myself, but I went to Michigan this summer(twice in fact). I know that I have been going to Michigan almost every year since I, but still I accomplished it in a different way and I hope I can still go there and be free.
This summer I have accomplished a lot. I used to be a runner. I ran from my life when it became too difficult to handle. I will admit I felt bad, but in hindsight it takes two to tango. I will admit through everything that has happened I have always wanted to be in control. And I was, until I wasn't. I had to find a way to take back the control and my power. I thought I wanted to stay the course, but through it all I realize that I Cannot run away from this life. It is both here and there and maybe that is okay. Maybe this was supposed to teach me that I have to face my fears and own up to my faults. This summer I feel like I have been doing exactly that. I have spent time both here and there too. Maybe when the time comes it will be just that. Me owning myself and facing whatever I need to face. I know when it happens I will be prepared because I have been expecting it.
No matter what I am proud of all that I have done this summer. I may no longer be a runner, but i have finished my marathon.
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