If 2012 was the year of confusion and loss, than 2013 was the year of the better-off Caroline! 2012 was a difficult year for me as I had both Pneumonia and Lyme antibodies that were causing me to act differently also along with goodbyes (what I thought I wanted, but chose not to want to save many people including myself from pain and losing friends). Although these two things were difficult, I had no idea just how horrible 2012 would wind up being, in late October Allie(the cutest and the BEST dog ever) died.
2013 started out rocky for me, but it turned out to be a wonderful year for me! Once again Veronica Mars saved my life.
I should probably go back to how VM saved me in the beginning. I first discovered the show with my sister on our spring break in 2007 (I was turning 13 in a few weeks) after lying on the couch for the entire weekend due to being sick. Veronica, even though she is a fictional character is somebody who I want to be because of her endearing and loving, but at the same time I will get revenge on you and you will regret it attitude.
In 8th grade I got stuck on a team with three girls (who I was friends with in 7th grade) that I no longer wanted to be friends with because I was a thousand times classier than they were. If being stuck on the same team as they were, wasn't bad enough half way through the year one of the girls was also in my gym class (thank you guidance counselor for knowing my hatred for being stuck on a team with these girls who I no longer wanted to be friends with and sticking them in the same gym class as me). So yeah, Veronica saved my life in 8th grade because I kept thinking about her....if she could lose her best friend, her mother walking out on her family, her dad losing his job as sheriff, her ex-boyfriend being her potential brother, being raped, no longer being in the 09er class I think I would be okay because well my dad still had a job, I wasn't dating anyone that could possibly be my brother, and well I was never raped. And I even took Veronica's advice and got tough.
Freshman Year was a million times better as I had zero classes with any of these girls and I even became friends with a few other girls who I actually wanted to be around. At the end of this year I met two guys and well even started to like one of them because well he was/is hilarious, made me feel beautiful at a time where I felt less than beautiful because well PCOS and not being on any medicine not the best combination. Anyway than the friend may or may not have did something that I didn't really approve of, but I kept liking the guy's friend because he was/is the nicest guy that I have ever met(and maybe still want a future with him thanks to my lovely family who loves Michigan). In junior year, 2012 for me as I explained it was all about losing and being confused.
And now 2013....so on March 13th it was announced that Veronica would be coming back. from March on I have greatly enjoyed receiving emails about this project because this show is probably in my top five favorite shows of all time! Also, I now realize that I enjoy being an "only" child (I love you, Rebecca), but it is extremely fun getting to choose what to do. I also switched up the way that I did school, taken college one day at a time, and had a lot of fun, and had amazing trips and food (I love you Founding Farmers)! Oh, yeah and driving more and discovering new bands (icona pop=BEST BAND EVER), oh and Ray Charles (the second cutest puppy ever)!
yeah, so 2013 was a pretty amazing year and I have a feeling 2014 will continue to be a fabulous year, after all I am turning 20 and The Veronica Mars Movie is coming out too and how can you not love this: http://vimeo.com/77887266. Ahhh, LoVe and Ryan Hansen never ever change, you are AMZING!
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