Twelve

Once again it's your birthday. You would be twelve...that really makes me feel old. Hope you are having way too much cake and got to open way too many presents!! I recently read somewhere that the number five means grace which I find to be very awesome because each of your names Allie Grace Fuger consists of five letters and hello your middle name is grace! As always I love you to the moon and back.

I'm crazy....in a good way.

I'm crazy.
After all I have been through over the past few years I learned what I want.
So, I know going to college is important for me.
Maybe that is why I signed up for:
Three morning classes. All. Right. In. A. Row. And wait for it....the first class starts at 7:30 am. I might be setting multiple alarms, but I know I will conquer anything that I need to do for myself. This semester, I will be going to college for three days a week. So I will have a four day weekend. I think it is because I want to make sure I can have some crazy fun weekends. In New Jersey and if we have to take a short trip to Michigan, I can hopefully pull that off too. After all family is the most important thing in the world and having steamy, drunken sex too. Or maybe just having sushi. We'll see about the sex.


Side note: Drunken Donuts should be a real place where they sell alcohol and donuts or cake.

crossing state lines

and maybe it's because after all I have been through I want to talk everything over with you so you can understand me and what I was going through at the time. Why. would I want to subject myself to going to Michigan? Well, maybe it's because I know in my heart I can't avoid that one state and you are probably the only person who (maybe) knew how I felt about you and maybe I just want to have a clean slate because I know eventually it will most likely happen. I only shop at the same grocery store for my miracle shampoo (Sunshine Aussie--and no I am not a spokesperson for them, but I should be!) which happens to be two or so miles from your house and five or so miles from my house. And then there is my love affair with our place, Penang. What can I say I love my asian food and I know you do too. Your the only other person who would know how we would see each other in our high school hallway or how it was strangely ironic that we would see each other at Penang (that very same year) three times in a row. So I guess, what I'm trying to say is maybe by talking with you it will be like my therapy.

Time

Time is a strange thing. It passes so slowly, yet so quickly too.
Like in blogger land....I have been following some bloggers for a half a decade! I am turning 21 in April and am starting to feel like a professional adult with being almost half way done with college and driving myself everywhere. I love the feeling of independence, but at the same time I am baffled by how I became this old so quickly

Figuring it out

This past weekend I got the opportunity to watch my neighbors dog. Although, I love Allie ALOT, it's not like I have the burning desire to have a dog. My dog Allie had Congestive Heart Failure so when I was sleeping in the same room with Auggie (my neighbor's dog) I found myself very nervous with making sure she was still breathing normally, hence the reason why I am content in my life right now without a dog.

growing my blog

the goal of 2015 is for me to grow this blog. I want to be a professional writer for a living, so I hope and want my blog to be a part of my day/night job too.